I skipped two periods of school today and went home. 
Couldn’t take it anymore.
“The greatest waste in the world is the difference between what we are and what we could become.”
-Ben Herbster
Came back home from clinic, had a blood test. 
The last time I had one was when I was P5 and suspected to have dengue. I don’t know why but my hand hurts a little when I write, it’s so abnormal.
Accomplishment for the day: Can secure 8 marks out of a 27-mark Chem paper. Once again, I’m going to fail again. I need to start passing a Chem test!
AAAh, so many tests this week. Okay, it’s just three. 
Poor H2 Geographers have an additional 2…
I really don’t feel like organising my thoughts right now.
It’s 12:31am. I feel like sleeping but I have GP research (omg, I really hate writing GP essays) and Econs reviews (4!!! and I’m not done with any) to complete.
Damn.
“Pour water in your bag and flood your whole family!”
LOL.
Thank you so much for bringing joy to my life all these years, you have been a wonderful friend.
1.School hasn’t been very bad, not as bad as I expected it to turn out.
This year’s timetable is waaaaaaaaay better than last year’s. So, I ought to be thankful already. (Guess I made the right decision to drop Geog to H1…)
2. I need to start making birthday/newyear cards for lc, cy and shakila! Though the last card I gave cy was X’mas which isn’t exactly too long ago, but I need to give her one before Chinesenewyear. Sigh, but I’m only finished buying probably half the materials I needed.
3. Start doing homework. I hate myself for hating to complete my homework. I just finished Math Tutorial 28, 29 and 1/4 of 30… (I know I’m super slow.. But at least I finally did it)
4. It rained!! Wooohoo.
5. Off to go shower, today’s been a long and tiring day… And after showering I’ll go do my Economics CSQ/Essay/Whatever we need to do!
Wed: Journalism meeting for Openhouse issue in the morning till afternoon and was late for tuition. I tried to do work when I got home after tuition but ended up rewatching 2 shows.
Thurs: The weather was so good in the morning yesterday that me and yc both woke up late- both of us woke up and went back to sleep.
Anyway, I’m so glad I finally get to see yc after so long and we talked for almost 2 and a half hours being really doing what we were supposed to.
I need to get shoes for school soon (like really soon, because I’m left with only 2 days) . I didn’t manage to get them with mom the other day cause all the shoes I thought were nice didn’t have my size (which is really strange) and we were too hungry to got hunt for them anymore.
Yt just sent message to ask us out for dinner but I got to do Econs Project.
Gingee!
Pictures from juliet.
Alright, so first of all, Happy New Year to everyone: I sincerely wish that each and every one of the people I know (and also people I may not know) will enjoy themselves in the new year ahead and hopefully, have many many many many wonderful things happening to them!
I didn’t want to have any new year resolutions this year but there are some things I thought of off the top of my head, which I find absolutely important for me to keep in mind in the new year:
- Show more care and concern to my parents, so-called be more filial just like my dear sh. Frankly, I felt I wasn’t a very “nice child” in 2009 so I have to constantly remind myself about that.
- No matter how hard it is to wake up in the morning or how much I didn’t feel like going to school, I will NOT skip any classes. And I’m really serious because it’s just one more year to go to think about it, and then it’ll be the end of the whole horrifying experience of school.
- Be more patient and optimistic? These are qualities which I really lack. But I have to emphasize that I WAS very very very patient in the past… up till 2008, sigh. And I can even say I’m one of the most patient people I’ve known.Reeeally.
- Be more focused on studying especially since I have “awesome” friends like jul and lc who’ll help me. (even though I know I might need some begging) I don’t want to regret later because of my own convenience now. Because don’t you really hate regretting about things you hadn’t done when you could have?
And last of all,
- Be happy, which I find is the most important one of all yet it’s also the most easily forgotten one of all things. Sometimes you just make yourself so miserable and you wish you hadn’t. And I recently received a really “empty” card from a good friend of mine with just the 2 words “Be Happy”.
I didn’t know why I ended up typing more that what I intended to but all of a sudden I feel superduperultrafreaking motivated and stuff like that, that I’m talking to jul right now about the whole “new-year-thing”.
Great.
In contrast to how I spent the last day of 2008, I think 2009’s might be a better experience in some ways or another. But 2008’s countdown at home with my family wasn’t too bad either… Hmm, okay back to 31 Dec 2009.
I spent the night mostly on talking over food. We had dishes: Fried rice, BBQ-ed chickenwings, Haojian, clams, stingray, cans of coke… etc. Even the guy next to our table laughed at us and told us we could really eat.
It was actually really nice to have strangers wishing you happy new year. So I felt really happy when a mom who was with us to view the fireworks actually shook our hands to wish us.
Then my first meal and drink for 2010 was bownie, sh’s oreo cheesecake and moccha frappe.
An unhealthy start.
Now I got to go make a call, though it’s like 4:40something…
28/12
I watched about 10 mins of A Lot Like Love and the whole of Attack of the Pin-up Boys.
27/12
I realised I can still clearly remember all the ways I first met my really good friends, which is really amazing… I think.
(I’d decided to delete a whole chunk of what I’ve written because I felt it was totally boring.)
Happy holidays!
25/12
Christmas celebration at home!
Didn’t manage to get gifts that I really wanted this year.
It’s not that they’re not good enough, but I hope I’ll get even better gifts next year.
I guess I don’t have much to say.
So, MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!
24/12
Literally dragged myself out of bed. I was rolling on the floor, struggling (not exaggerating here) to wake up.
Avatar in the morning, slept during the movie.
Met cy for lunch.
The Hk restaurant was really… not so good.
Headed home, packed and left house again.
Had dinner with Dad.
Super Junior-ing all the way till I decided to sleep.
But it was already 5am.
23/12
Havoc in the morning.
Tuition in the afternoon.
Picnic in the evening.
Slept really late.
End of my day!
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Won’t be using my lappy for now… Sending it for repair
19/12
I think I might be looking forward to the new year. Or maybe not. Don’t really know exactly how I feel but I’m just going to take things as they come… like I do most of the time.
18/12
Morning was buying all the things we need for cooking tomorrow (got to go prepare stuff for Mom’s birthday tomorrow) and afternoon was just napping. I can’t help but say sleeping is seriously such a waste of time, but I was too tired at that time (plus a little lazy) to do anything productive for that matter. So that was why I was thought of taking a nap. Fast forward to dinner: Dinner @ Hualixuan was really gooood! Came home first after a little bit of shopping but went out again to watch New Moon with my sis and only came back home at 2++am. I would say the movie was pretty boring, if not for the visual effects and stuff I might have fallen asleep, especially since it was so freaking late already. Then again, there weren’t like a lot a lot a lot of effects and stuff… Disappointing.
Tired~ Left with 4.5 hours to sleep
17/12
I don’t care, I’m naming my child Marvelous!
16/12
It was such an awesome day because lunch was Soupspoon with Zn!! Then it was CIP right after at Iluma: caroling + the giving out of flyers. Doing that wasn’t easy yet it wasn’t exactly demanding. Haha, saw Panbin+Gaoyang there. Headed home after everything was over and reached home at like 10+pm.
“All I can do is be me, whoever that is.”
I’m feeling so lazy and so unmotivated.
Urgh.
Publicity for Scoop Troupe yesterday was alright and it’s quite a while since I last did that sort of job. Anyway, there will be caroling pract again this coming Tuesday.
Mom’s birthday in 6 days!
I hope some things will start to lose power and that I can get more work done.
A day alone-
I woke up today, washed up and then left house to buy myself lunch. Sat alone in the living room watching Spongebob while having lunch. Bathed and left house for tuition. Came back from tuition (super not productive), washed up, snacked, got myself dinner. Ate dinner while watching Spongebob.
Back from Raylia’s camp.
Stayed up the whole night because I couldn’t sleep and since I was so free, I actually went to buy tauhuay for the whole family for breakfast Oh and I finally went swimming today.
Thanks Elaine for the pictures! 
You never know when opportunity might have slipped by you.
YJ!:)
It’s 1st December which means I’ll have exactly one more month to “enjoy” 2009. :( I pretty much dislike the whole of 2009- it’s really The Worst Year of My Life. But it’s also amazing how I actually saw myself grow up… a little. I mean things were bad but if I think about it again, they weren’t totally bad because they’re just worse things I’ve yet to experience, which I will definitely meet sooner or later (and who knows, maybe a million times worse). Anyway, my weekend was good because Sat night was spent on birthday celebrations for yt, juliet and nicolette. And as for Sun, it was just sleeping, eating and more eating, which I truly enjoyed. (I know, it’s highly similar the the life of a pig)
It’s 5:06am right now and I think I’m going to sleep soon, bye.
… My photobook arrived just before I left house to meet Meiling for lunch and dinner yesterday. I waited for 2 months since I preordered and it’s here finally!!
Didn’t scan the book because I didn’t want to spoil it, but there are scans by:
http://yamachan-yuki.livejournal.com/10182.html
I hope Juliet is feeling much better now. Poor girl! But at least she managed to enjoy herself while she was there. Wonder how’s Alicia doing, heh heh heh. No K-pop.
Okay off to prepare to leave house to help out Raylia for Student Leadership Camp.
I swear not to skip school next year and I reeeally really mean it. Besides, I’ve been very punctual for school these past few days- only late for like 6 minutes the maximum. Plus, I paid attention 90% of the time during today’s Geog lecture. Good improvement!
1. Caught A Christmas Carol with Ayesha today!
2. Man, Math tuition is going to start on the 5th.
Sometimes I love not having to use my brain. But sometimes I wish I could use more of it. Contradicting.
Boring bits:
School- Geog lecture and had lunch near school.
Library- borrowed a useless book on Bangladesh (thought it might help for the project on Bangladesh for the holiday).
Teadot- had a drink and wrote a few words (some little bits of Geog stuff… I wanted to do a bit of Math but realised I forgot to bring my GC). Saw Chankai, Lorraine and Belinda.
Yj got her ipodnano. Had dinner (Yay Pizzahut. That same lady again…). Caught 2012, which I found somewhat disappointing.
Home- Supper = RAMYUN.
Okay, Geog lecture tomorrow again.
BYEEEEzx.
Love is forgiving.
I am supposed to be in school right now but I overslept, so I’m only going to attend Geog lecture instead.
It really makes me wonder what are the differences. Because I can’t feel it at all.
I seriously seriously seriously can’t wait for Oral Presentation to be done. I’ve been waiting for the day I can put Project Work aside completely for so damn long. Right now I’m just praying hard I won’t forget my lines tomorrow afternoon and hoping that me and my group members each will get simple question for Q&A session. Plus, I also wish that the group after us will be least distractive. (yet to know who they are but I guess they are from another class)
Eat PW. Drink PW.
So what now?
Thanks Raylia for uploading the pictures. Gonna get ready to leave house nowwwww.
“If it’s never our fault, we can’t take responsibility for it. If we can’t take responsibility for it, we’ll always be its victim.”
I wish I can stop skipping school.
Cable-skiing yesterday was fun but I only went for around 4 rounds only. I crashed the first, didn’t make it pass the turn the rest of the times. Anyway, I could feel my arms beginning to ache. :(
